Welcome to my thoughts.

Sometimes I think of just quitting my job and pushing myself to write for a living. Even though that's not very realistic as I don't have much of a following currently and I doubt myself to ever become a true writer. I still hold high hopes in one day of succeeding and never giving up! I see all these posts about All Authors were once amateurs who just never gave up. Stuff like that keeps me inspired and I shall keep writing in hopes that one day my books take off! Let's stay positive and keep pushing for our goals no matter what they are! We can do it with enough time and effort.

Tonight was another hard work at night and I couldn't help but find myself wondering back into my imagination. Forced to do mind numbing tasks and chores that were the same thing every day, I often do slip into my own head. I found myself thinking on stories and my possible future. I find myself writing as an actual career with the typical set schedules, actually sleeping at night, breakfast, writing, ect, ect. But with having to work an over night job it leaves me wanting to just get home and relax and do nothing but play video games as an escape.  However, I am trying to currently break this bad habit of spending 3-4 hours a day on video games and break it down to roughly 2 hours of games so I can spend 2 hours writing a day. I believe this is easily achievable, or at least seems to be reasonable. So that's the struggle on my daily life right now, working over nights and trying to find time for a social life, writing, and my beautiful fiance. The struggle is real f

So recently I had went on a small rant and finally came out on facebook as an erotica writer to my friends and family. While at first it was a bit awkward to type it slowly felt natural to just spit out the words and ramble about my life and what I write. I didn't go into very much detail but it felt a bit liberating. At least until the next morning where I saw the little icon button glaring at my in the top right of my phone screen, notifying me that I had people comment and like my post. I cringed at myself for having posted it, but it is something I felt like I needed to share. Now it's out there. I read the comments and all of them seemed supportive of my decision and backed me on my idea of being who I was. However, I can't help but feel judged and deemed as a pervert. Weather or not it's true, which it probably isn't. Everything is now out in the open and I feel slightly less weight pulling on my shoulders.

So, today I am taking another step further into my writing career. I am starting up a blog; something to focus my mind and perhaps my attention into writing. I don't expect this to take off, but I do have the hopes. So for anyone reading this I thank you for taking the time out of your day to gander at my babbling. My name is Dalton and I have spent my life mostly inside my own imagination and video games that took me out of the reality of the world. They were my escapes and eventually it took on a life of it's own in the form of a passion for writing. I am an aspiring writer and have been writing consistently for over a year now. While I can't say in my own self opinion that my writing is good. (I always feel I can do better) I do have one hundred and fifty two followers currently and I have noticed improvement since I started. I have the dreams of going big. Writing something that brings me pleasure and a life that I have always wanted is my goals. But I fear with